Thank goodness I have school tomorrow.

I hope my anxiety is peaking. Reality is firmly sinking in that this is it. Things are almost over. Bye-bye drama and hello new life. But there are so many things to worry about. I hate worrying... it really is a big time waster. However, I need to be as prepared as possible. And the truth is I just don't know how to do certain things. Maybe I need to come up with a who is going to help me with what list. That's a good idea. Then I can ask that person to help me and not feel such a heavy burden.

So things have been going well with my brother. Well enough to ask him to get involved with my finances? I don't know. But my dad just makes me worry even more. My mom is like me... she doesn't know anything... Which is why when I learn, I'm teaching my girls everything! Pilot K always helps when something is broken and my Kevin isn't around. That will not work... Dale would help. Shoot... I guess I'll figure it all out as it comes... I hate that.

Where is that freaking magic wand? I need my anxiety to *poof* be gone. Oh... xanax... that is why I have a prescription for it!